keepin up with Norsa Jenner. LOL

Peace Be Upon You ladies and gentlemen <3

*Blogspot should include emoji. It's 2016 afterall.*

My editing skills tho HAHA *cry of joy*

Last August I was eager to blog again and suddenly I forgot my blog password and has no effort to recovered them. LOL. But I am here right~

It's 18th January. We already pass 18 days of 2016. Ken yu believit tho? and I am literally 23 y/o and it's funny because I feel old >_<  Me and my cousins were in our family WhatsApp group, my aunts and uncle showed us my baby cousin now enrolled in tadika and their first daughter preparing for SPM. and it was like whuat because she was born when I was six (kot). and I told myself I wanted to watch her grow up. She now already grewww, taller than me and way better at cooking than me.

 In the other hand, many of my friends now are getting married, have babies and preggy. Congratulations babes <3 I am so happy for them. And on every occasion I still wonder when its my turn. But hey, biar lambat asal selamat kan. Marriage is a serius thang. If you don't have ilmu, you still dono how to laksanakan responsiblities.... DONT MIMPI to get married. Love is not the only pillar to build family after all.. am I right :D

 23 years of my life and I think I dont even have anything :( Some of my friends already have career, business, job and they look pretty prepared for life after 40 y/o. Comparing my typical life with anyone has made me feel motivated to work harder. I mean, I'm studying now and this degree is all I have. Definately gotta put my heads on the game >.<

 and and I still don't know what I'm good. I dont know what is my talent. What can I offer to other people? The thing is I always the second best or not best at all. I've been trying many things like, sports and I definately sucks at it. I tried art, it happen that I not so good at drawing but I am a lil bit creative (haha, boleh la~) then I tried to be a writer and it happened that I even feel bored with my essays and I found it hard to deliver something, whats on my mind. Hope I atleast discover one ngeee.

It's a long way to go 2016.